March 6th, 2010

Complicated.

 

I don't know how to describe my dad's attitude.
Just that after this day, though he has done his part as a father and fixed some holes which he was partly responsible for, also, was that I also realized how great he is on getting on my nerves.

He's full of pride, he's egoistic and so freagin' stubborn that my patience can't stretch for mine and his sanity's sake. If I slap him more words that mirror just how much of a stubborn bastard he is sometimes, he'll cry. Or else, he'll just tell me again that I'm not trying to understand him. And so goes his all-time favorite technique of making us feel pity for his situation.

Whatever.

 

I simply hope that after that long talk (with all the drama), he would finally change.
For the better.

 

 

Yes, there was terrible drama earlier. Tears were shed, my blood boiled then I just laughed it all together. Good thing I wasn't castrated for not actually sobbing? >D

 

 

 

 

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Writing

 

 

 

 

I am. AGAIN. FINALLY.

 

 

You know, I always felt like there was this void in my soul because I lacked the activity of writing. Yes, I have been reading plenty, but satisfying my love for words and images, I realized, would only be realized fully if I have done my job to write down mine.

 

 

So thank you, SHINee for giving my muses back.

But not to worry, I'm planning on continuing my one-shots for Kagrra, possibly for the GazettE, too.

Problem is, so many of it had been left pending that I don't know where to start. D:

 

I'm not getting butt-hurt for the lack of appropiate comment counts for my fics and ego, so I just post away and surprise myself on how it will be recieved by readers. I'm still warming up, but I hope I'd improve and just write write write.

 

 

BECAUSE IT DAMN FEELS GOOD.

ヾ(＠°▽°＠)ﾉ

 

 

 

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Signs

 

 

Maybe the plan to finally leave the company will piush through next month?

I have the following requirements--which I take as signs--to get my ass and will out of the job:

 

*regularization

*excellent mark

*a student knowing that I am a Filipino

 

They are completed.

If you ask me why I'm leaving such a relaxed job, well, I dunno myself. I want a higher pay, or I just want new experience. But I know if I take my leave, it's a whole new adjustment for me. And I can't be impulsive on this, so I'm taking my time to think.

 

I love teaching and helping, and I love my students, but we all move on at some point.

 

I dunno.

 

 

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Done here.

Me wants to watch Aiice in Wonderland. Don't you?